Saturday, June 26, 2004
I wanted you to be with me
For so long I don't even know by now
But now that I've given up on you
Defiantly you see me

Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to change the same
Forever gone, forever you

There's something very wrong about this
I think you knew all along somehow
You'll only take me to change my mind
Lonely, broken, and defeated

So far away I see the truth
I see through you
Now that I know the way you play
I don't want to

Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to change the same
Forever gone, forever you


Jewel taped a piece at 9:45 PM
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
I thought you were the one....
But i was wrong cuz
you've already left
and i hope you miss me...


at that time everything was going wrong
and you made it everything alrite
now i'm wondering where you are
on this cold and lonely night


Why did you have to leave
I knew sumthing wasn't right
Couldn't you jus give me a sign?


Tonight I don't know where you are
but i know where you should be
so here i am all alone
when you should be with me


Jewel taped a piece at 7:08 AM
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Monday, June 21, 2004
An avid music lover.Addicted to photography,shopping & eating.Luv to make a complete fool of myself when wif my gurlfrens.I'm just the kind of girl that feels so hurt but keeps on smiling.There are so many pieces of me lying around.If u find one,do return it. I don't do excuses.I don't ask why.It happens all the time.Don't yell in my face.Don't even try.You think you know me.But you don't.Got bruises on my heart.And sometimes i get hurt.I'm self-sufficient.I'm unafraid.I'm on my own and i'm almost grown.I'm apprehensive.I'm defensive.I'm trying to change my misconceptions.I won’t let go.I won’t watch my life crashin’ down on me.There are just some things i'll never say.My thoughts are choking.Don't try to tell me what to do.Don't try to tell me what to say.There's so many things you can't undo.If I had my way,I never wanna get over you.I don't want to fall to pieces.I don't wanna sit and stare at you.I don't want to talk about it.I'm sittin back looking at old memories.Thinkin bout those little things that you told me.Little things that worry me are about to end.Think of me as a distraction .I'm a fatal attraction.I won't give it up.I won't give a dammn.Try as i might,i could never explain.So much pain,driving me insane.Too much damage.So many lies.Promises broken.Broken heart again.Another lesson learned.I wanna forget it ever happened to me.No one needs to know right now.No more pain.No one’s gonna make me hurt again.No more tears.I’m tired of crying every night.Wanna speak my mind.I came through.I've cried my eyes out.I'm moving on.I smile & try to take on the harsh reality of my crumbling world.I'm a black diamond.Rare & precious.Treasure me and you'll never regret it.



Jewel taped a piece at 6:17 AM
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Monday, June 07, 2004
-a few questions that i need to noe...
how you,could ever hurt me so...
i need to noe wat i've done wrong...
or how long it's been goin on...
was it dat i never give enuff attention...
or did i not,give enuff affection...
not only will ur ans be the same...
but i noe,nvr to make the same mistake again...
you can tell me to my face...or even on the fone...
you can ryte it,in a letter...either way,i have to noe...
did i nvr treat u rite...did i always start the fite...
either way,im goin out of my mind...
all the ans to my questions...
i have to find....


Jewel taped a piece at 10:43 PM
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Thursday, June 03, 2004
today went to watch Harry Potter & the Prisoner of Azkaban.hahaa.all u suckers out dere didnt get to watch huh?hahaa.was gd ah bt dey cut alot of scenes sia.im sooo pissed.i tink Cho Chang was supposed 2 be in e movie bt dey didnt show her.i oso didnt show his slenge fren ah.i 4got his name.my god.ron is getting cuter & funnier by each movie.he jus cracks me up sia.hermione looks better.bt draco looks sooo bloody awful.i mean wads wif e hair.i tink his hair he style himself cuz for e premiere of e 1st/2nd movie he gt make his hair like dat.so most prob e new director let him make his hair like dat.gosh.dey should haf jus stuck to chris columbus.dammnit.bt its true dat e 3rd movie is darker.very true.very scary too.e fight scenes wah really freaky.very violent.esp e werewolf.n e ugly grim dog.dammn.

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Tuesday, June 01, 2004
today must go sch AGAIN.haiyah.jus started on Amy Lee's eyes.she's supposed to look very scary like staring like dat bt now her eyes make her look like puss in boots sia.hahhaa.by i loike.hahahaa.dis time b4 i went 2 class i ate at Mc 1st cuz i noe i will be very hungry.went in class oso late.my tr didnt mind ah as long as we cum.after class me n zati took bus 8 to go home.den gt dis bunch of MATS standing at e bus 81 dere.so we had to pass dem by in order to get to e bus 8 railing.dey were commentin abt us ah.soo bloody typical of mats to do dat.den one of them came over wif his hp to ask 4 our number.he beri salam bt we didnt answer.den at e same time e bus came.n me n zati were like sooo sarcastic.we went like"Oh our bus is here!!"den we lafed & lafed like hell.bt e mat was actually kinda cute onli dat his a mat.he looked soo crushed i felt pity for him.hahahaa.went we were goin up e bus he was like holding his hp out n went like"eh eh eh jap"hahaa.den we went onto e bus.too bad.better luck next time.prolly when ur a MAT.hahahaa.

Jewel taped a piece at 9:26 PM
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Monday, May 31, 2004
haiz..went to sch today.had to finish my fucking course work.sheesh.at last i gt e skin tone of Amy Lee rite now.n den we were so hungry dat we went to e kedai mamak n bought sum food.lapar mcm nk mampos sak.den e stooopid keling so bloody bodoh sia.ade aku pgl die pastu die tgk atas?abeh tu senyum2 plak.my god.cam retard sak.den aku pgl die lagik 2/3 kali abeh die tgk tepi lah tgk bawah pastu senyum2.shiok sendiri sak.den me n zati ketawa mcm nk mampos.baru die pusing kat kiter.ahhaha.abeh biler aku nk bayar.die hayal lagik n i was like already mengucap-ing.zati dah kekek giler.haiyah.blang tu bangla balek india sua.menyusahkan hidop aku jek.

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